Monday, February 12, 2007, it's 12:06 AM.
trackin back to 9 of feb.. release of O lvl results. 5 words for each paragraph namely FEAR, DISBELIEF, CONFIRMATION, JOY, SADNESS.So on the day itself, we met up at macdonalds at around 1pm. both 5N classes. Our territory over 20 plus boys. Cool. Ate and left to school to collect our long awaited arrival of mr O level results. hmmm.
Reach the canteen, walked around, settled in hall seated in rows. Principal gave speech. Anxious and more anxious was my feeling, no matter i know how i did good or bad... everybodys feeling the same i guess. talked and introduce those top scorers as usual. I only applauded for our 5Ns top scorers and some of express people whom i know. I don really care. I only care about my and our 5Ns results, not those express top scorers who get 90 plus percentage passes in bla bla bla.. and what our 5Ns deproving! wtf. whatever.
FEARFinally its the teachers who take over from there. As the girls stood up to collect their results, i worried. Next moment it was left with 2 students in front of me, jason and jerry than ME. Jason went, than I stood up with jerry. Before i stood up, my eyes was actually teary. Really worried. I know i will pass when i finish my exams but as the date to collectin results, i was really a afraid everything will turned up not as expected, than i die le. As I stood up, my beloved was standing outside giving me tt fainting smile. I sat down. Saw a result slip but was covered by a ITE envelope. I thought it was over...
DISBELIEFMs chen reveal, " You scored well. 3 A2s. "
CONFIRMATIONI never bothered to count or see my L1R4s, disbelief, i thanks both teachers and walked away. Turn back, my one friend check and told me " 14 points!!! ".
JOYHugged me.. than the rest of 5Ns boys came closer check my results and all went hugging me. That moment i just about to drop tears but managed to salvage it back.. hmm. really touchin by all my friends who congratulated me. put my head on one guys shoulder, like when you scored a goal, and all ur team mates all came walking over and congratulate me. I swear. Gf too happy with my results and congratulate me. I aimed 18. Worst is 20. Better is 16. But it came out 14.
!@#$% Speechless. overjoyed. Zhaolun too..13.. simply A-W-E-S-O-M-E !!!!!!!!!! BUT .....
SADNESSMy close and not close friends didn do well. My both brothers got around 20 odd..One appeal to retain and one tryin to get into courses of poly. They were sad, seriously. Clarence, my good friend too didn survive the ordeal. Ivan too, and many others from my next class. My God sis, saw u tearing away and i didn dare to talk to you ...i dunno how to console but please, JIAYOU! My ex didn do well either, was really sad for her too.Maybe i distracted her for some time this year.. guilty. Didn have the mood to PARTY! the mood in the hall after i " celeberated my goal " was like equalised and being scored back. So i talked to my ex, congrat those who got around 20 plus for they still have courses to choose....console and give advises to those people who are stuck in between retain? or poly or even ITE ...
fOr those who didn get their preferred courses or choose to retain, pls work even harder. For i believe,
When there is a will, there is a WAY ! Perseverance !!!To hell with failures for they are steps to success. Believe in yourself. Take cares for we dont know when see each other again. Guess checkin out each other blogs is also best way to keep in touch and care for everyone.For those who succeed, well done! but the journey is stil long and awaiting! Onwards Vistarians!
loves jan, and Resort Management. wahahaha!
TODAY
went to tp with whoe family only to realise its not opened. Than called bro to fetch my gf with me to tm, gf went eye check up. lost wallet . sad. lucky IC not inside. than cheer up.. i got cut hair .. STORM... 3 types... i choose to be '' cut '' by the creative director.. costing around 30 bucks includin wash. damn class.. wore a '' uniform ''... hair massage.. cut hair.. styled one really nice one..even gf likes it. cool. but i went home after that i cannot style i want de.. hahas. but b4 i reach home.. went went shopping and eat.. went bugis.. than she reach sk than tk 89 bck. i went home rest than do those courses.so hard to choose.. alot courses i want but only choose one.. have a hard time to devcide.. but none i choose is of IT.. haha. hate it. choose two very chalenging one.. marine and offshore tech. u know the ch 8 '' zui gao dian '' tt show.. got the iceman act de.. that kind of jobs.. cool. and aerospace tech. so challenging but i put as 8 and 9 position lar.. hard to get it lor.. hmm.. first 4 and 5 i choose business courses kla.. alot diff managemnt courses lor.. last 2nd i follow daniel choice.. Vet Tech. hahas! okay tmr gonna pei jerry and fy to tp and other polys to see see. now aft bloggin.. gonna reg online ler. God bless!
