Saturday, September 15, 2007, it's 4:35 PM.
Been feeling sucky this whole entire week. really sucky...
some close friends drifted away because they are doing very good with their gf.
i seem to be out of mood , for everything. was quite busy awhile back than but now..
i just felt so useless, aimless. no direction in life. not motivated by anyshit.
thinkin of my relationship back in my secondary days, there was no contrast to my feelings now.
all the vision, aim, motivation i had use to make myself go on just seems to disappear these days.
i just feel like giving up, you know. tired of acting like i am happy.
and when the memories come to my mind everynow and than, the sight of ever innocent cute sweet comes to make me smile, but leaves with a THUMP!, wake up lz!
tonight gonna see football at town, but aft comin bck, it just another night to sleep. aint looking forward to life seriously since these days, ... am i still missin her, or its just another lone-man-syndrome ? i wonder...
