Thursday, June 05, 2008, it's 9:51 PM.
From my favourite Drama, Prison Break and favourite character, M.Scofield , i learn many things. And one of them i remember is,
"The lesser you know, the better for you/safer you are."
Oh yes, it is damn freaking true. My heart and mind are not in line, telling me different things and i have a hard time living my life. My heart tells me when I love someone, it is not about possession, it is about letting her be happy. This is a so-called HERO act some may say, also STUPID others might rebutt. I do not know.
Than my mind actually got this syndrome : hate-but-dunno-how-to-hate-and-like-but-dunno-how-to-like.
Also, one side of me is helping always, always. Their side is hurting i guess, but managed to hide itself and let the helping side do its magic. I didnt choose it, i dunno, it just choose to perform in such a way. I cant help.
